Holy shit. Trevor. Kevin. I love you guys.
the amount and quality of work both of you have produced is staggering. I see all the hard work, all the hours and you don't know how impressed I am. The maturity of the stories and worlds you guys have crafted is astounding. I'm sorry I wasn't a part of it. I went home for the winter tried to complete a story. I didn't. I suck.
I thought about stuff a lot. Even though I love illustration and concept art I realize I want to learn so many other things in so many disciplines. I want to try everything for myself. I am putting the illustration part of my life on hold right now.
Trevor, I told you that I was applying for Fall, but that's changed a bit. If I do go to Art center I want to go after I finish up at Cornell. When I'm a bit more mature, when I'm more disciplined.
I'm going to get around to commenting on every post, and contribute as much as I can to the blog between school and two jobs this semester.
I'm really happy this blog exists. Thank you guys for all of this.
kevin
Holy smoke Kevin, I'm so glad you posted. I can't tell you how much I respect your decision to figure things out. I believe I can empathize with how you feel. There's a part of me that yearns to grow and explore new things both in life and in school, and I'm afraid that getting sucked into art center may be too premature. Honestly, I'm really scared and not totally certain that this is for me, yet. The fact you're sticking to your guns and feeling things out is honorable. Being the caliber of person you are, I'm certain you'll find your way and destroy at what you do. Again, thank you so much for posting, and don't feel too obligated to update :)
ReplyDeleteDude, you don't suck! Like Kev said you gotta do what you gotta do and if that means taking time to explore then that's awesome. Don't ever feel bad about doing what you feel is right for you. Just stay true to yourself and you'll figure it out. And whether you decide to go into concept art, computer science, or whatever, you'll always be a part of the cheeto team. Thanks for posting man.
ReplyDeleteKevin: You eloquent guy. You really nailed what's been bugging me for the past two years. I was in your shoes once and I chose university. I did regret not going to art school for a long time. But I don't feel that way anymore.
ReplyDeleteIf you're still going to college this fall before art center it'll be good time for you to feel things out and find out what you really want. And I wanna say the same thing to you, I know you'll destroy wherever you end up.
Trevor: Dude, oh ok! Truthfully I don't feel like most of the majors at cornell are right for me at all but that's part of the reason why I want to stay. And I don't think it'll be computer science any more. Maybe something else. I'm sad now because we won't do weekend taco runs or those face drawing things. For the time being at least. Thanks a lot dude, Cheetos always.
hmm, experiencing what isn't right so that when you find out what is, you really know for sure. Interesting way of going about things. But hey man, maybe we'll all be doing something totally different in the next year, I always thought having a construction job would be fun. You know, that's what I miss most about the whole summer program. If we're all ever in the same place we gotta go for a cheeto run and actually get cheetos, and then cook tacos or sormething.
ReplyDeleteNone of those Whole Foods cheese puffs either. We need the real deal. Damn, I miss that summer.
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